Goodbye Everybody, I've Got to Go

      I've reached a point in my life where I need to kill the dreams of youth, move on with whatever time I have remaining, and dream some new dreams. My oldest dream was to be a writer. In reality, it was just a delusion because I never fully committed to the craft of writing. When I was in college and the whole world was ahead of me, I went into Education so I would have a "backup plan" to being a writer. By the time I flamed out as a teacher, I was in a doomed first marriage, and settled into a series of retail management jobs. In 2012, I had an epiphany. I had come into possession of a couple record collections, and began to muse over what would happen to my music collection when I die. That, of course, was the genesis of Sound Mind. I decided to start a blog in order to force myself to write every day, with the end goal being a published book. Thirteen years later, I'm no closer to writing a book than I am to being the new drummer in RUSH. 

     I never created the Sound Mind blog with the intention of monetization or promotion. It was supposed to be a means to an end. After all these years, the end is still not in sight. It's time to pull the plug on my self-delusional vanity project. Hell, as far as I know, I'm just talking to myself anyway. Occasionally, I've had the vibe that someone was actually reading these posts, but I have no evidence to that effect. I have no followers or commenters. If anyone out there has been reading Sound Mind you have my thanks. I'm guessing it's mostly bots, though. But, like I said, that wasn't the point. In recent years, Sound Mind has strayed quite a bit from its original mission. Much of what I publish now has nothing to do with my collection or what will happen to it. It's just Deep Dives and other low hanging content. What's the point. And honestly, no one cares what will happen to my collection. Either my kids will keep it, or my wife will sell it. It's all on Discogs at this point. I may even start selling it off before I die. Sometimes, I feel stupid for continuing to collect records like I'm still 10 years old, but it fills a hole in my life. 

     Anyhow, this final post is mostly closure for me. If there really is anyone out there that enjoys reading Sound Mind, I'm sorry, but it's time for me to shut it down. In the immortal words of Queen, "Goodbye everybody, I've got to go". Peace Out.